epiphany

i've been getting this wave of realization over and over again. not that it's anything new. this line of work eats up your entire free time. and when it doesn't, you're too tired to do anything but hit the sack, and voila, the "i've gotta fix the modem problem on the home pc", "i've gotta update my website" and other long-procrastinated little things are left undone. you've sold your soul to the cogs and wheels that turn the financial and legal system, and you work with and for workaholics in the competitive domain of commerce and industry, who live nothing but their high-flying "this deal must go through, please revert by sunday" lives. pathetic's the word!